Hello cyberland,

This summer's been productive to say the least, but it also feels like I'm standing on the edge of something either really great or terribly depressing. I've never had a summer vaycay where I wasn't going back to school in September.

I've been writing an aweful lot, but that also means I've been stuck a lot too. Which is really hard to get through sometimes. Most of the stuff I've been doing is fanfiction, but it's prep for my novel, I need to get back into writing each day and this is helping imensely. I can feel it.

I haven't really been arting lately, but I've been getting inspired. I'm hoping to break out the water colours one of these days and just see where they take me.

I'm also looking for a job, which means everything I do I can't get too terribly into, just in case I get a call to come in for an interview. Which is terrible, cause I'd just love to drown myself into this newly found and re-descovered freedom.

It doesn't feel like I've had a real break for two years, because last summer I was pretty obligated to English Enriched stuff that was assigned during the summer. Which also meant I was obligated to actually write real stuff. Which tired me out too much to write what I feel is the most important.

Job or no job, I'm working, which is totally cool with me. The break is nice If I do get a job, that's cool too, monneh is hunneh.

As for more travelling, my dad has a week off in Augest sometime, where we're planning to go out, prolly in the interior somewhere, and just drive. Gotta love that. Ahh, freedom!