Well it's Singles Awareness Day today. Not so bad, had a b-day party with my favorite aunt and uncle pair and my grandparents. We had chinese, damn fine awesome food. I got monneh and moar tequilla. 19 has it's perks I suppose. Other then that. I'm still alone, and almost perfectly content being this way, this year. I wasn't yesterday, as my mom decided to make 'Valentines Day Cookies' and decided me helping would get me in the Valentines spirit, rather the opposite really; but I got over it. Truthfully, I had a great day without the chocolate, the candy, and the being with a penis. Really, I was good. I got to talk with my family, and finish reading the novel I bought yesterday. Good stuff.

However, that doesn't mean that I'm loving the 'alone' time at the moment, my real computer is in the shop, so I'm stuck in my freezing basement. I haven't talked to anyone in AGES and I'm really starting to miss my buds. I keep replaying camping and Birch Bay in my mind to get a good shot of UPSTACU to the system. Sad, yes. At least I'm not crying and watching chickflicks. As it is now I'm sitting on the computer sipping my b-day Corona Extra and listening to Led Zeplin. Not so bad. XD ... I think I've entered the stage of denile. Men, what men?

I'm actually really proud that one of us found a date for Valentines, and it's great to see her so happy all the time. Even if that means I see her less. I don't think I could be less jealous. The valentines crowds are fucking killer, and I'm not into the luvy dubby shit anyways. Don't get me wrong, I'd love a boy, XD, but this ain't bad either.

Anyways, that's my Valentines Day (SAD) the only thing that would have made it better would be a Transformers Valentine to show someone cared. lol. OPTIMUS PRIME.

Ok, so onto my goofball of a dream last night. Me, Garrett and Keegan, in a jeep, driving down a mountin after an unfortuant goose attack on Ali and a really cool nature hike with weird statues, groups of kids with bald eagles landed and standing with them, and you guessed it, geese. Don't ask, I don't know. I was hiking with the whole UPSTACU and boom, goose attack, and then Keegan and Garrett show up and I give them a ride down the mountain back into town.